Showing posts with label transcendence. Show all posts
Showing posts with label transcendence. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 10, 2026

Magick as a Tool for Transcending Self: A Crone’s Revision

 


In a desperate bid to transcend the trap of your own mind, the practice of magick can—and should—be adopted. Not as theatrical nonsense to impress the neighbors, but as a deliberate mechanism to rewire the brain and shatter whatever tired paradigm you were handed at birth.


Our collective mental flux—particularly the dense, claustrophobic “net of consciousness” that floats over small islands, tight communities, and insular cultures—acts like a web of heavy spun silk. It traps anyone trying to climb out of the communal soup.


Every single "Self" walking these streets is bound by inherited thought patterns and cultural scripts. This is passed down like a curse from generation to generation. Our core beliefs about what is or is not possible were stamped, sealed, and burned into our subconscious long before we knew our own names. Almost nothing you were taught in school or at the family dinner table speaks to your true divine spark. You have been programmed into the "we culture," the local gossip, the tribal dread, and the unquestioned rule of "that is just how things are done here."


A perceptive traveler from across the waters will always see it instantly. Unbound by the local paradigm, they look at the local populace with quiet astonishment. The script is so rigid! The inability of most folk to rise above their mental fence line is a tragic thing. Their conversations, their petty feuds, their ambitions—all written on a low-ceilinged stage.


In every corner of this Earth, there are cliques and stereotypes. People instinctively huddle together in groups that match their survival needs. But on a small island or within tight-knit enclaves, the options are tragically limited. The local cliques weave a tight, smothering web. Very few strong-willed souls ever manage to pull away. And of those few who break free, almost none succeed in establishing a brand-new paradigm, because the weight of the collective unseen gaze pulls them back into the mud.


Introducing the New Operating System

This is where true Magick enters—not as a religion, but as an operational tool to rewire your neural pathways and transcend your local reality.


Back in the day, the old blog Exemplum Stupendous used to talk about magick as introducing a new "Operating System" into the mind—a framework designed specifically to challenge everything the Self previously mistook as absolute "Truth".


Today, modern cognitive science and neurobiology finally catch up to what we crones have known since the dawn of time: belief is mutable. What the occultists call "rewiring the paradigm," modern science labels neuroplasticity. Ritual, symbol, and deliberate dramatic focus are simply tools to force the brain’s synaptic connections to break old pathways and lay down new ones.


Uncovering the Self-Sabotage in Your Universe

To make this work, you must become a cold, calculating observer of your own psyche. You must identify what your subconscious actually responds to and use those triggers to construct a dogma or symbolic system that serves your goals, not your ancestors'.


You must hunt down the hidden counter-beliefs that hold you back.


  • Example: You say you want a new vehicle, or financial freedom, or escape from the island, yet it never manifests. Why? Because deep down in your marrow sits a hidden, parasitic belief: "People like me don't get ahead," or "Money makes you wicked," or "I am bound to this dirt."


In an observer-created Quantum Universe, that core negative belief acts as a dam, stopping the flow of force. Realizing you are sabotaging your own spellwork is a bitter pill to swallow, but changing those beliefs deliberately is the core work of the Art.


Strip Away the Ceremonial Junk: Listen to the Thin Golden Thread

It is entirely possible that traditional robes, grimoires, latin chants, and rigid ceremonial tools mean absolutely nothing to you. If a symbol does not register as "truth" deep in your gut, throw it in the fire!


Too many seekers waste decades drowning in the heavy velvet drapes of traditional Wicca or high ceremonial magic, never realizing they are just adopting someone else's old script. The ancient practitioner and chaos magicians alike will tell you: Intuition is vastly more powerful than regurgitated readings.


Intuition is that thin Golden Thread of thought—the quiet, sharp voice that marks the beginning of genuine, unadulterated belief.


The legendary artist and sorcerer Austin Osman Spare reiterated this until his dying breath: the system of magick he built was valid only to himself. His breakthrough—which laid the groundwork for modern Chaos Magick—was that belief itself is merely a tool, a temporary force applied to direct the subconscious.


This does not mean we ignore the ancestors or toss out the lessons of those who walked the path before us. We read them, we absorb them, we test them in our own cauldrons—and then we break the rules and craft our own.


  • Magick must speak directly to your blood and bones. It does not need to be validated or believed by anyone else on this island or beyond it.


  • Be as ridiculous, absurd, or creative as you need to be.


  • If putting on a pair of pink fairy wings or drawing a nonsense sigil on a receipt creates the necessary psychological pivot inside your mind to trigger transcendence, then wear the wings.


You hold the keys to your own prison. Look around at the tools available in your immediate environment. Stop waiting for permission from the collective net.


Listen to your Self.



Chaos Magick: Belief as a Tool & Paradigm Shifting
An overview of how modern chaos magic treats belief not as a permanent dogma, but as an adaptable tool to decondition the mind and shift individual reality.

Sigils & The Subconscious: The Work of Austin Osman Spare
A deep dive into Austin Osman Spare’s methods for creating sigils, reaching states of mental vacuity (gnosis), and bypassing the mind's internal censorship to imprint intent directly onto the subconscious.

Neuroplasticity & Changing Beliefs
A scientific perspective detailing how repeated intentional practice, symbolic focus, and cognitive framing physically rewire neural pathways to break down old self-limiting beliefs.


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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

I am still here- On my way home.





This video sounds like I feel. I feel like I am on my way home. Right now, at this very moment. For the first time in all my life, I feel like I am heading home- in the right direction.

After a long journey of trying to find where I belong; I finally know where I belong, and I am staring at the door and the handle.

It make take a while to enter because the door still has to open. But I have all the time in the world, and it will open eventually.

Loving being here, right were I am in my life at this very moment...........

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Energies combine



Two paths has been emerging within my psyche, and at first I was looking at them seperatly, but now I see how they have been coming together slowly. Now I see where all the experiences before would have reached this point eventually.
The two issues which have been coming to a head are:
1) My creative side wishes to create something of mastery...something beyond the current mind. Something that requires me reaching further than myself.
2) My magickal mind wishes to seek something with a deeper meaning. It wishes to know something fully to the point of mastering the topic or issue...a deepening of faith or magickal connection.

And the two are related. Looking back at my life's journey I realized because what I sought, was far away from the mainstream of my experience, I had to sample bits and peices to eventually reach this point of knowing where my passion lies and understanding what I was meant to do with these experiences I have gathered.





One of Deborah Lipp's books highlights the problem I have in my mind. As an eclectic seeker I have walked among many magickal paths. But my eclectic mind seems to gloss over the details, getting the "jist" of the topic, and not seeking the deeper detailed meaning behind every line, every symbol and every hand gesture.
As she puts it :

Best of Traditional Wicca
Structured ritual: This imparts confidence to the participants; in a word, they know what they are doing. It engenders thoughtfulness. Traditional Wiccans are taught that each part of the ritual and each rule is there for a reason, so they tend to look for the reasons within ritual. Traditional rituals tend to have an overarching logic; the whole thing holds together.

In her analysis of the methods of approaching the Eclectic ways; she comments:

Worst of Eclectic Wicca
Dilution: A Wicca that allows everything and has no inherent rules can be very watered down and tepid, and eclectic ritual sometimes reflects this.

Now there are arguments against this very theory which Lipp herself outlines in her book: The Study of Witchcraft, but these are the point that resonate with me currently in my present state of mind.

From this point on, I am building a foundation for the future. It's the time for it. Saturn is in my Sun sign.... the energies are coming together. I want something less flighty, with more meaning. I want to create a strong solid foundation from which I can launch my future. Now that I know where I want to go, now that I have given up the traveling all over my brain, and trying different things, and I know the paths I want to be on, and I know the street where I want to live... so to speak.
I have realized my fear "triggers" and have dissolved their power, conquering my demons so to speak. I have explored all the other distractions and have found them lacking.

 Where I am heading now, I am heading because I know that this is where I am meant to go.....like going home....where my heart is...... Blessed Be.

                         

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Mind Trapping Fairy Tales.





Been thinking a lot recently about a few mythical themes and how they relate to our expectations about life. The Fairy Tales that we have been brought up on, have a serious impact on our expectations about the way life is supposed to happen in the granting of our wishes and relationships.

Lets take the example of the “Rescue me from my life” theme, which pervades through many stories that we tell our little girls. Look at the themes in Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Rapunzel, Snow White and the Seven Dwarves. All female characters, all living a life of transgression, all waiting for someone else to rescue them from their restrictive lives and take them to a happy place. This is the “Rescue Me” theme. The ability to escape from your current situation lies in the hand of someone else, the “Prince Charming” someone with the capability to remove the heroine from her enslaved situation, and carry her off to somewhere where life is all dandy and roses, and where she would find happiness forever and ever.
Notice though, that for little girls, the rescuer or “Prince Charming” is someone else. In no instance does the female main character rescue herself. She never seems to be able to rise above her circumstance, ans be her own Prince Charming.

This is a direct contrast with fairy tales and legends which have male main characters. In all of these, the male main character comes from a lowly, or less than perfect background, but the ability to transcend this position in life rests solely on his shoulders, with a little help from a few friends (Robin Hood and his Merry Men) or with the help of a mentor (King Arthur and Merlin.)

The messages we send to our daughters through these stories? You are too helpless to transcend yourself, you need a man to assist you and to improve your life. Which explains the way a lot of women I know think. The expectation of marriage or serious relationship at a certain age, the pause in plans for themselves until “Prince Charming” comes around. And, there are even some instances that I see, where, if the relationship does not work out, the search for another Prince Charming begins, and life is almost placed on hold while the mind searches for another rescuer. This is even further reinforced by the behaviour of older women in the family when daughters and neices are not “settled” by a certain age, or when marriages and relationships fail. The failure of the previous generation to create a realistic picture of relationship models, has women “ponging themselves” when marriages do not work out, or they perpetuate the lies of perfection by keeping quiet and disintergating in spiritual spark internally.

Add to this the same theme which pervades throughout the Christian Mythos, and many other religions. A saviour in some form or fashion is coming to rescue you from your earthly horrors. Which is probably why there are so many women in Church.

I think somewhere along the line the stories, which were meant to give hope to those who were in less than perfect circumstances, that something or someone will come along and their circumstances would change. However, the end point has been missed. You are your own Prince Charming, you have to find a way to rise above yourself and remove yourself from the situation. You have to reach in and find your inner Saviour and yank HER out to save yourself from whatever is closing you off from reaching where you want to be.

This is why I like Magick, and esoteric themes. The Christos, the Divine Spark, the Prince Charming character if you will; resides in you. You have to sift through your own psyche and find what it is saying to you. Drag it out from its slumber; have it rise from where it is buried; and resurect yourself.

Your Prince lies within you.