Now, I am a little reluctant to cast. The reason is I am not in my usual emotional state, and I know that any attept at casting may include me losing focus and thinking the wrong image when I do.
I am afraid to cast because I realize that I totally misinterpret the things that will make me happy.
All I can do are gratitude rituals. When I realize something I should be thankfull for, I offer up something to the Goddess in thanks. I am now hesitant to want.....hesitant to desire....ecause I don't know if it will be good for me.
I am magickally on hold.....just letting the Universe reveal itself as it should.