Thursday, May 11, 2017

Crone Alone

Alone, but not lonely

When I was younger and just beginning my journey into the craft, I was anxious and delighted to find like minded people who I could share and chat with. Slowly though, I began to get turned off by most of them as I realized that the Craft was seen as something of a power that they can wield to control people around them.

This is not a moral lecture, this is a code I wish to live by. The thought of ANYONE who wishes to control ANYONE just turns me off completely! I look at it this way, I HATE when anyone attempts to control me, through whatever channel, and I live by the code " Do unto Others only as you would have done unto you."  As biblical as that sounds....I can't fathom living with myself intentionally hurting anyone physically, emotionally, mentally or spiritually, and I try to live by that. Except in the case of self-defense of course, or defending loved ones.

I try to imagine this world. We are spirits in meat sacks, and I hope dearly that I shall be re-incarnated into another meat sack knowing what I know here now. Because I really hope that I can be of some further use to the humans on this planet over and over again. I would prefer to help than move on.

These days though, I prefer to be alone. I don't know HOW I am going to help by living alone. But the focus and direction of most people just gives me pause.
Please note that I am not professing to be enlightened, or better than them. They like to live in blue, I like to live in green. I do not know or care which one is the "righter" colour, I just know that my thoughts about the issue of non controlling, even through magick, even in the afterlife are what I think is right. I cannot imagine coloring my spirit with chains of individuals tied to my existence, who are affected by my wishes. I am certain that creating that link, will mean that in some way, their wishes would affect my life as well.

Use your power to grow yourself and strengthen yourself. A strong you does not need to control anyone. Strengthen your will, make your inner self stronger. Its not about power over people, but about Self-Mastery.

Blessed Be.

Thursday, June 23, 2016

Caribbean Fae - The Silk Cotton Tree

Silk Cotton Tree roots, Nariva Swamp Trinidad. Trees can grow to 60 ft high.
It is fitting to start any information about the Caribbean Fae (we call it folklore) with the Silk Cotton Tree. As a child, these trees were common in the bush (forests if you want to say that). The Silk Cotton Tree was to be avoided at all costs, especially on a moonlight night.

Lore states that any Silk Cotton Tree acts as a portal between their world and ours, and that on a moonlight night, all the folk lore creatures would gather around the tree.

Sadly, these trees which were once common place, are now depleted because of an increasing number of developments in forested areas.

Thursday, May 21, 2015

Deconstructing Rituals - Toward a Psychology of Religious Ritual

Blessed Be.

My Spiritual world has taken a haphazard bunch of turns recently. I liken it to floating aimlessly at sea in a comfortable well stocked vessel. I have been enjoying the aimless floating and gathering lessons from what takes place around me. I have gained some dominion over fears, and have become more confident in my abilities and really learnt some amazing things.

However, it is time to move....some where. The thing about being in the middle of the ocean so to speak is that there is no "right" direction. Especially if you have no destination. Its like seeing several island off in the distance and being so indecisive that I just remain floating there.

I need to pick one and go exploring.

In that light, recently I just decided to "Pick" something to read in depth and opened up a whole library of knowledge and a labyrinth of direction I could go in one area of my life.

In doing so, I stumbled upon an interesting document that I believe is relevant to understanding ritual; and the effect is has upon our minds.

Great stuff to read.

Thursday, April 9, 2015

Time to shine


It took so long to be finally living the dream of being a full time artist. Work is finally selling at a rate where I can pay my bills. I am very very grateful to the universe that things are where they are now.
There are days where happiness and contentment flood through my spirit and leave me with such an incredibly buoyant feeling.

Stay tuned to this blog for more artwork to be posted soon.

My spiritual journey so far has been very erattic. I have no label for what I practice....if I actually practice anything at all anymore.

My biggest Spiritual practice seems to be a lot of thinking and developing a lot of patience.

....and being silent.......sharing nothing of my goals with anyone, save one friend. I have recognized that NO negative thought can creep into my head about any of my plans. The smallest doubt can snowball and eat away at my will.

I have decided it time to shine!
Me....gonna work really hard to expose the work that I do and hope that I can shine my light through it.

Blessed Be.......

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Where I am now....and the meaning of life.

Spirit Flight
I leapt.
I took the plunge
Three months later I am a full time artist.
I am at peace, enjoying every every day and waking up to the next adventure all the time. Living your passion really makes all the difference in the world. You truly feel like you are living.

Yes...that is one of my paintings.

A friend and I were recently contemplating the Meaning of Life. You know....THAT question. I believe we will all have a different answer to that question. Life means different things to different people.
Same friend pointed out an article in which discusses Tolstoy's view on life. His conclusion...after a couple years of deliberating and looking at the question again and again.....was that it was difficult to grasp the meaning of something infinite, when viewing it in finite terms.

Humans cannot fathom the infinite nature of LIFE in itself.....the existence of all that IS......especially when viewing it from a fullstop-in-time lifespan of the human being. We can only see meaning from our limited perspective. I believe we decide for ourselves what that meaning is.

I do not think there is a meaning. LIFE just is........
LIFE IS........

We are in it for the journey......and I think we had better stop holding on to the temporary, and look at the bigger picture. my current manifestation, can only be meant to be experienced and enjoyed.  Keep and open mind and let it carry you where you would be happiest. Once you have made that decision, and felt that happiness, its impossible to accept anything less.

What do you think is the Meaning Of LIFE? I would love to hear some of your responses.

Sunday, January 26, 2014

Mind Cauldron Bubbles

Just wanted to put out some random bubblings. None of them are really connected.

When you rely on people to do most things for you, you may be in danger of giving them your own power. - October 5th 2013

Quote from Terry Pratchett in Witches Abroad. - What is a god? A focus of belief. If people believed, a god began to grow. - 

" When spreading the cards, you always had a pre-concieved idea of what would happen. You never let the cards tell their own story; you were trying to make them confirm what you imagined you knew - Brida, Paulo Coelho

Thursday, October 31, 2013

Samhain Thoughts

Dance! Dance! ..... the wheel has made yet another we end and begin again. Blessed be to all who read this post and re-commit to the Ways of the Craft, the ways of old, as old as mankind themselves.

Those who walk this journey understand the cycle. Those who follow the Moon Tradition and seek her blessings monthly, attempting to tune their energies to their surroundings....for harmony....always harmony...Blessings to you, your ancestors and all who helped you reach to this point.

We remember the cycle. That never ending process of creation, transformation, endings that bring beginnings. We understand that every death nourishes life. Like the dead in the ground that cause the plants to flourish, and are consumed by beings, who are ultimately nourished by the bring life......transforming what once was into life yet again.

The Cycle keeps going, the wheel keeps turning. You are a compilation of all that was before you, all who have died
to nourish your living body. Give thanks, and bless all that cross your path.

Blessed Samhain. :)